"I ain't gonna fear no pain,"

"I ain't gonna fear no pain anymore."

Well I just got out shower. Go figure. For those of you that don't know, I was in a wreck a couple weeks ago. I'm o.k., just a bruise from the seatbelt that's almost gone now. My car is pretty banged up, but not unrepairable. Shit happens sometimes, but life goes on and is not bad.

When I first thought back on the events leading up to the wreck, it interested me to think of the small events leading up to that moment. If one small thing changes, the whole event changes, or maybe altogether never happens. I guess I just got stuck on thinking about the butterfly effect and choas theory. It's an interesting theory which you should look into. Maybe evan watch the movie, too. It makes for an interesting discussion, but I digress.

So during my thoughts in the shower, my mind eventually settled on my wreck at some point, and then later on settled here, on this blog. And somehow, the two met. My last blog I guess I was stuck on waiting and wondering where I'm supposed to fit in this world. Low and behold, the very next day God sent a not so subtle sign that I'm where I'm supposed to be right now. In a wreck that could have very easily killed someone, He shined the light, headlights I guess, on the facts. I get it now. So I plan to stay on the path I'm on, no matter how unclear it may be.

"God won't do me wrong. God won't do me wrong, this I know."